We Did Not Set Out to Restore a Sailboat
On improvements, unintended projects, and a boat that keeps evolving
By Fiona Bengtsson

Restoring Birdie was not the plan.
This is something I have to remind myself of occasionally, mostly while Captain Cavey is ordering another new part, working on a problem that didn’t exist last week, deck strewn with tools, or trying to avoid an issue next week.
A restoration would imply an end point. A version of the boat that is finished, or at least complete enough to stop thinking about, to relax with. Birdie has never suggested any such thing, and trust me, she does have the last word.
Instead, what we have is an endless sequence of improvements. Some planned, some reactive. Simple switchover of an LPG gas bottle from the empty to the full becomes nuts lost in the bilge becomes several lockers emptied becomes a bilge cleanout becomes new gas bottles becomes hose rerouted becomes a small reconsideration of how we can cook on a boat that was designed in a different decade, for a different set of expectations.
None of it dramatic enough to count as a “project” but together forming something that takes up most of the available time. Beware the ‘‘I’ll just do this one thing’’ idea. By the way, this scenario did lead to a project eventually but that’s another story.
It is easy, from a distance, to imagine a wooden boat as a solid object. Character-filled, yes, but essentially stable, inanimate. In practice, Birdie relishes change. She negotiates often, raising to-do points at the most inconvenient moments. We respond as best we can, sometimes well, occasionally not.
Some of this is maintenance. Some of it is improvement. Some of it is simply learning what we should have paid attention to earlier.
And then, in between, the three of us go sailing. Nothing glamorous, no bikini shots here.
It’s not always far, and not always gracefully, sometimes it’s even ugly if the weather turns sour. Yet Birdie always gives enough to remind us why any of this life together seemed like a good idea in the first place.
The plan, such as it is, was never to bring her back to some original state. It was to keep her going, make her a little more liveable, loveable, each time we tweak and, where possible, to understand her a bit better.
So far, that seems to be working. More or less.
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